Less than 24 hours away from my flight to Beijing.Last day here in Malaysia,my home of 20 years.What am I feeling now...? hmm...seriously...? NO FEEL. This is bad...Im incapable of feeling anything these few weeks.It means Im gonna have an emotional outburst in the airport later,forseeing it (=.=) cos all my emotions are currently locked inside me n they hav been snow-balling ever since I got the offer letter,its still accumulatin,gettin bigger n rounder as Im typing this..startin from 10pm today,it will finally explode,an avalanche hits KLIA..haiz,so drama-queen although I nvr was one :p
Ok,there are 2 reasons y I don hav a blog b4 - first and foremost------im lazy.Yes,cow is lazy to even type,updatin on stuff stresses me (or at least the thought of it does). 2ndly----to be honest,Im not used to exposing too much of my inner-self ,I seldom confide into others even when Im down-right unhappy,its unhealthy to keep too much to myself I know (medically proven by docs n scientist--may lead to depression n suicidal intentions,duh,I dun need i degree to figure that out),then again,Im also a forgetful person.Which is to say I dun keep unhappy thoughts or any negativity in me for too long,expiry date is 3 months max! hehe,therefore cow don need an online diary ^^
So y the hell am I startin a blog now? Also for two reasons ;) pertamanya,I gotta stop being so lazy! Imagine 4 years in Beijing without a maid or my mummy,Il have to do all the washin n chores by myself,I cant cook although i realli realli noe how to eat.Even though I help out now n then at hme,it wud b entirely different when Im out there,how cud sum1 who is too lazy to even write survive in a foreign country?! A theory that makes sense eh? Keduanya..it dawned upon me that this is a great way to let my family n friends,kins n acquaintances know how Im doin over there,whether Im dying or thriving,hahahha ^o^ As to how much il reveal in this virtual connection between me n u guys/gals/ppl/whatsoever?....lemme think..hmm..as much as possible lor ;p abuthen,its not like i have nethin to hide mar. Then again,there is still a possibility of my closing down this blog if I find it dispensable under any circumstances or if I no longer
update it.Minor possibility,just to inform u folks b4hand ^^
Enough said! Wat a freakin long first post! Oh! N one more notice,I dont own a digicam ,might purchase one in the near future in Beijing cos as Henry says:'' Y buy sumthin that is made in China,imported into Malaysia,then bring it back to its hometown again? Buy there gal,u have mad-choices over there,n mayb onli half the price..'' *cow nods in agreement* So I wont b postin ne pics for now till I get a cam,you folks will hav to anticipate the scenery of Beijing,hehe. Lastly,a great thank you to all my family n frens who hav been so supportive..u noe who u are,all of u,all the farewell meals,gatherings n outings,THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART !Arigato ! Kamsamhamnida! Xie Xie ! Wo Ai Ni Men ! (Carmen Woo,u gotta practice this part when u become a star k,lmao ;) n Mi Shan! U beat me to a havin a blog first! lol,way to go gal,damn fast I must say,but its easier than expected settin one up..)
Goodnite, no,its already 3.30am, Gudmornin for now,till we meet again, ciao ,bye-bye la. *cow exits wif style*
